Week two
I had to call the doctor for the lab results. The assistant told me the two moles are not dangerous! I was happy, but also shocked. What do you mean by two? I had three of them removed. She checked it one more time and saw that the one with the most question marks was still being tested at the lab, so I would need to call back the next day. I was so nervous and afraid that I needed to go back home for further research.
That day, I went to the dance studio on the YWAM campus. unfortunately, it was closed but I could still look through the crack of the door. When I saw the place, the mirrors and the wooden floor, I really felt like God spoke to me. "You're going to dance here. This is were I want you to go and dance for me."
That evening, we had a great service with the whole campus. during worship, I felt so close to the Lord - even in my doubts, fear and anxiety of the unknown results, it gave me peace knowing that God is with me.
The big moment of truth was here. I went into the living room of my building and a few girls were sitting there. I told them I was super nervous and needed to call the doctor. They were super kind and started directly praying during my phone call. I got the best news ever!!! EVERYTHING IS GOOD! I'm so amazed and thankful for this good news! I couldn't help crying happy tears. It was such a relief and a huge load had been lifted off my shoulders. The girls told me, "Now its time to finally enjoy your stay here! WELCOME to HAWAII" <3
a few days later, I felt a voice speaking to my heart, telling me to go back to the dance studio; this time it was open!! The leaders there gave me the dance schedule: On Monday, I can join urban, and on Wednesday, I can join ballet. On Tuesday, they have contemporary & jazz, which is one of my favourite dance classes. Unfortunately, I'm not able to join that class because of a weekly mandatory meeting we have, which runs at the same time as the class. I was a bit disappointed, but spending my time with the Lord is my main goal. It should not matter if it is through dance, singing songs or any other ways as long I can spend time with Him.
first urban class
I went on Monday to urban class! Even though It is beginners level, i enjoyed ever second of it! The teacher is super chill and has nice urban vibes and grooves, i love the music she uses! two boys and girls came to class this time, but I hyped up everyone from Kokua crew to join me next Monday! so next class there will be a lot more people to join! How cool is it to dance with so many people, have fun and praise the lord through urban dance!
